I sold my father’s house and I feel as if I’ve let him down. I feel as if my last physical connection to him is gone. It’s not rational but that’s how I feel. And I stopped myself from driving by it today. I can’t go in it’s no longer mine, and of course he’s… Continue reading My father’s house

Sometimes I feel as if I’ve disappeared. When someone I love dies all the moments I shared with them end. I move from being in a life with them to nothing. I end up with nothing. Their energy is gone. I can remember how it felt to be in that space with them for a… Continue reading Disappearing death